I think my talent is over thinking and freaking out in my head
I wish I had a 9-5 job
As an actor I can’t have one
But it’s stead pay
True but as an actor you need to be on call for auditions at all times
But waiting around and doing nothing is driving me insane
That’s the life till you get noticed
Not oh well ! I don’t like going from 180 mph in school or 10mph from server life with hardly any hours to acting life driving everywhere for a chance.
So I have a really big audition tomorrow. And I don’t want to go because I don’t feel prepared for it at all!
This audition could change my life. But at the same time, is it better to miss it instead of making myself look like a fool?
I seriously fucking hate myself right now! Fuck dyslexia!!!!!!